groetjie

So,I've just scanned a load of pieces onto the computer and plan to upload.I know,what the fuck?
I said I wouldn't,but now this urge has come over me to give DA a try again.I'm terribly indecisive,I realiseossibly in a weeks time I will take it all off again.

This time though,I wont be uploading everything.Only stuff I feel the need to,want to,feel comfortable with ect.

These are all unseen,new things that I have been busy with since I decided to stop uploading,and I wont be re-uploading the old stuff from before.I also hate hate hate the way the scanner rips everything off,and makes everything look far worse.

Ah well...enjoy the little opening into my mind. I've found drawing recently has become far more personal,and a useful way to relieve certain emotions.Yes,terrible dramatic emotions of a teenage girl.
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This is going to be slightly ironic,as it is above my launching post.

Basically,I have deleted all my deviations.I'm not sure how to explain why.So my drawings are not particularly revealing,but I still felt by publishing them online, my privacy had dissapeared.I liked the privacy as it made my drawings just for me.It made drawing feel more special.And then suddenly,bam people can see it all.And they judge.And I'm like oh wow,this has to end.

It may sound completley stupid,but it's the honest truth.It's not really to do with insecurities,I can't explain it correctly.I'm sorry to my friends,who tried to persuade me to not delete my stuff.

However,I am not planning on deleting my DA account,as I like to stalk people,and see others artwork.Thank you to my friends who commented,it was greatly appreciated.
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So....it's time.It's the big DA launch. I've had this account for approx 1 year,and have not yet used it.I think it's worth having some fun with.

So hopefuly tonight I can upload some of my shittts.
I don't consider myself particularly creative or good at art(and,no it is not pure modesty). However,I do like to doodle and I do strive to improve.I really hope that some day I will no longer get frustrated when drawing/painting ect.

I mainly draw in biro,as I like the way it is unrecoverable,the way it flows,the bright blues,and the fact that I wont be tempted to rub it out.It's indestructable,and feels nice.I also am beggning to work with watercolours and maybe some time at christmas I can get hold of some ink...because after a small session of ink drawing with a friend,I feel inspired to give it a go.

I like being messy,and rough. This is not a sexual innuendo.
I don't draw to be precise,because it leads to frustration.

I have a small red book.I like to think it's my tiny canvas,for all my randomness.Often,to my friends amusement,my arms and hands become a canvas( which sometimes prints onto my face in lessons ^.^).
I also have a digtial camera,which I'm beggining to experiment with more.So,maybe I'll post some photos..who knows?

So I'll see you tonight with some uploads.Don't have expectations.Hopefuly,DA will pressurise me to remember my creativity and imagination.

If anybody is at all interested,and finds me interesting,and wants to read something sort of interesting,or see interesting pictures you can check out my blog:
onetoomanywishes.blogspot.com
or my tumblr:
youaretoocoolforschool.tumblr.com